Whats Eating You?
A
wonderful smell filled the neighborhood Kids Incorporated called home. It drifted through
the fence that separated the schoolyard from the street and tickled the noses of everyone
who caught it. Every time someone opened the doors of The P*lace, the aroma escaped,
tempting people and drawing them in.
It drew in the members of Kids Inc. "What smells so good?" Charlie asked.
Dena smiled. "Blueberry pie." she said.
"Dena, your pies make the whole neighborhood come running!" exclaimed Anthony.
"I'd love a slice."
"I'm not hungry." Nicole said quickly.
"Well, I'll try not to take it personally." joked Dena.
"What's wrong?" Haylie asked Nicole.
"Did you hear what happened to Julie?" Nicole replied.
"I haven't seen Julie in weeks." said Ana.
"She went into the hospital."
"Oh, no, is everything all right?" Dena asked.
"She hasn't been eating. They said she was running on nothing." explained
Nicole.
"Isn't that Julie the one who's on a new diet every week?" asked Charlie.
"She's not even that heavy." said Ana. "Poor girl."
"Poor girl is right. It sounds like she might have an eating disorder." said
Dena. "That is way too common among girls these days."
"You know who's got an eating disorder?" Charlie began. "That girl Elsie -
she does nothing but eat! Man, what a cow!" The boys snickered.
"Hey," Dena scolded, hitting him with her oven mitt. "It's precisely
comments like that that make teenagers insecure about themselves!"
"Julie was never insecure or fat." Nicole said. "She was always watching
her weight."
"She told me once that if you put your thumb and forefinger around your wrist, and
they don't touch, then you need to lose some weight." added Haylie.
"How ridiculous!" said Dena.
But the girls checked themselves anyway. "Mine touch." said Ana.
"I'm good." said Nicole.
Haylie, however, had about a 2mm gap. She quickly substituted her ring finger.
"That's cheating." said Anthony.
"So?" Haylie defended herself. "My fingers are short!"
"Don't even take that seriously." said Dena. "When I was your age, they
said if you couldn't hug yourself, you were chubby - and that was bull, too! None of you
are overweight."
"Yeah, you three look good." Anthony added.
The seeds of doubt were already planted in their minds, however, and as they tucked into
their pie, Nicole worried about just what had taken root.
Julie's admittance became school-wide news, so the administration decided to address the
issue in an assembly. No one was in the mood for pie or ice cream or anything that day as
they met up at The P*lace afterward.
Okay, I have been seeing those little blue flyers all over town." said Dena as
the Kids came in. "What are they?"
"A counseling center for eating disorders." said Nicole, handing Dena hers.
They spoke to us today. I never knew food could cause so much trouble.
Its only trouble when you let it take over your life. Dena replied.
Hear, hear! said Charlie. Now, I dont know about you, but Im
having a burger.
We just had lunch three hours ago. Ana pointed out.
Thats funny, Anthony said to her, I didnt see you eating
anything.
Well, you should have looked harder. I had a salad.
I didnt even finish mine. said Haylie.
Nicole looked guilty. "Should I not have had the chicken sandwich?"
"Did you eat it really slowly?" asked Haylie. "The slower you eat, the
faster you feel full."
"Who has time to eat slow? The cafeteria's so crowded, it takes almost your entire
lunch period just to get through the line."
"Start eating before you sit down." said Ana. "They say you burn food
faster if you're standing up."
Dena was beginning to get disturbed by the conversation. "If this is what they told
you at that assembly, I think I might just go over to that school and give them something
to chew on!"
"There's nothing wrong with eating sensibly." Ana said instead.
"I agree, but when you take it to extremes like this, that's a problem. You know, I
think you missed the entire point of that assembly."
Dena appeared to be right. The school's interference set off a massive wave of fad
dieting. Suddenly, every girl in town was living on a scale.
Charlie came storming into The P*lace one afternoon and declared, "Okay, something
has to be done about this dieting drama!"
"What made you change your mind?" asked Dena.
"I'm trying to take Jennifer out for pizza. She goes ballistic! She says she can't
have anything with bread in it for the next two weeks. Does that make any sense to
you?"
"Is that working?" Haylie asked him.
Instead of answering, Charlie removed his wallet and dumped the entire contents on the
counter. "If you girls will just eat something, I'll pay for it!"
"Calm down, Charlie!" said Nicole. "How about if we all split a piece of
pie?"
"No way!" Haylie exclaimed.
"Come on. It's only a couple of bites."
"And it just so happens," added Dena, "that I have been using that
fat-free pie filling."
Anthony pulled a face. "Really?" he whispered to Dena.
"No." she whispered back, shushing him.
"Well, I'm not eating the crust." Ana said as Dena deliberately cut an oversized
piece of pie.
"Ana!" Nicole sighed, pushing a fork towards Ana.
"I will if Haylie does." Ana said stubbornly.
Haylie rolled her eyes and picked up a fork. "Okay but I'm counting how many
bites you have! You're not leaving me with this whole piece of pie!"
Oddly enough, it was Nicole who ate the least amount of pie. She was too preoccupied with
watching Ana stand up and pace the whole time while Haylie chewed each and every bite
about 100 times. As soon as the plate was clean, the girls ran up to the stage to begin
rehearsing. Lately, their dance numbers had been exhausting. Nicole didn't know much about
digestion, but she doubted they could burn off the food right after they ate it. To make
matters worse, every time Nicole didn't keep up, she received conspiratorial looks. She
began to doubt her own sense of self.
Nicole's father came home one afternoon and found her fiddling around with the bathroom
scale. "Forgive me if I'm interrupting." he said.
"Oh, hi, Dad." said Nicole. "Sorry, I'm almost done."
"Sweetheart," said her dad, "I doubt that scale is going to say something
different than it did the day before. Or the day before that." Nicole sighed and got
off the scale. "What's really going on?"
"All the girls are watching their weight." Nicole explained. "I didn't
think I had to, but..."
"Is this about your friend Julie? Her mother works in the department next to
mine."
"Is she going to be okay?"
"She has a lot of healing ahead of her. She's seeing a special counselor."
"Yeah, they gave us their flyers."
"Why don't we give them a call?" Nicole's dad suggested.
"Dad, I don't have an eating disorder."
"I know, I know. But you do need some information. I've been talking to some
of the other parents, and we're all concerned about our girls."
"I am, too." Nicole admitted. "It scares me to see everyone changing."
"Do you remember," her father asked her, "when you were afraid of going to
kindergarten?"
"Daddy! I was five years old."
"But what did we do about it?"
"We asked people what kindergarten was like." Nicole remembered. "And
visited the school and found out everything I needed to have."
"So this is what you do now." said her father. "When something scares you,
you arm yourself with knowledge. Then you can conquer it."
Nicole thought about all the things her friends were telling her. They didn't know where
these "facts" came from. They were just passing things around. Food was
beginning to take over their lives. "You're right, Dad." she said. "I know
what to do now."
By the time Nicole got to rehearsal the next afternoon, Ana and Haylie were chomping at
the bit, ready to dance until they dropped.
"Where have you been?" Ana demanded to know. "The boys wouldn't let us
start without you."
"I went and saw Julie." said Nicole. "She'll be able to come home
soon."
"Does that mean this will be over soon?" asked Anthony. "All this talk
about food and dieting is enough to make me lose my appetite!"
"You're so insensitive!" Haylie said to him. "You have no idea how hard it
is to feel good about yourself."
"Guys never care." said Ana. "They just don't want to date a fat
girl."
"But you guys aren't fat!" Charlie finally yelled. "Seriously! With all the
dancing you do, how could you be?"
"We don't want you to end up in the hospital, too." said Anthony. "We care
about you too much."
Nicole took Haylie's wrist in between her thumb and forefinger. It fit. "Looks all
right to me." she said.
Haylie smiled. "I never did manage to hug myself." she said. "Do you think
I'll fit?"
Nicole hugged her. "You fit just fine." Everyone hugged Haylie and Ana.
Dena came over with another woman. Kids, this is Dr. DiGesti from the eating
disorder clinic.
The doctor smiled. "I'm glad to see such supportive friends." she said.
"It's one of the most effective weapons against eating disorders."
"You know," said Ana, "I think it might be a good idea to stop by that
clinic."
"We have several support groups for kids who just need somebody to talk to."
said Dr DiGesti. "Often times, an eating disorder is a way of dealing with other
problems - a need to control something."
"Is it always girls?" asked Charlie.
"Not always. Boys do develop eating disorders, too. The sad fact is that it's
considered a 'girl's disease', so many of them go without help."
"Nobody ever tells you these kind of things." said Haylie.
"Have you been talking to kids at school?" asked the doctor. The kids nodded.
"I'll bet they have all these inventive tips and techniques for losing weight. Many
of them are actually good - in moderation. But fad diets don't work, and they can actually
do damage to your body."
"I found an article in the library," Nicole began, "that said if you go
without eating for too long, your stomach shrinks. Then, when you go to eat again, there's
no room, and you end up making yourself sick."
"That's right." said Dr. DiGesti.
"That's what happened to me." said a voice.
"Julie!" Ana exclaimed.
"It started out small." Julie said. "You know your bathing suit from
last year's a little tight. Your favorite jeans have shrunk. I thought I would just lose a
few pounds and everything would be great. Of course, everyone said I looked good. I
thought: if losing 10 pounds makes me look good, then maybe losing 20 pounds will make me
look great! I figured I could quit dieting whenever I needed to."
Julie continued. "I started skipping meals. First lunch, so my parents wouldn't know,
then breakfast. I thought if I took a bunch of vitamins, I would get the nutrition without
the extra pounds. My parents started to get concerned. They would hide the scale from me.
I figured that meant I was so fat that they didn't want me to see the numbers." By
now, everyone was starting to tear up.
"I knew I was getting worse, but I didn't even care. I started shivering all the
time. I hardly ever slept - I just kept dreaming of food. I know everyone thought that I
had it all together, but I could barely keep my clothes from falling off."
"I can't believe none of us ever noticed." said Haylie.
"What's important," Dr DiGesti added, "is that Julie got help. And it's
never too late - or too early - to get help." She smiled at Julie. "I'm very
proud of Julie for the progress she's made."
"So are we." said Nicole.
"Can you stay for the show?" Anthony asked.
"Actually," said Julie, "I was thinking of grabbing a bite to eat. Would
you like to join me?"
"Absolutely." answered Haylie.
"You should have the pie, it's fabulous." said Ana. They joined Julie at the
counter.
"I'm glad that I called." Nicole said to Dr. DiGesti. "It's scary how
easily you can fall into trends."
"That's why it's crucial to have good friends who care about you." said the
doctor. "Love is even more nourishing than food."
"Well, we have plenty of both here." said Dena. "Help yourself."
The End
